Its like.....I feel.....hmphh.....I just dont know....WHY

WHY?
THIS IS MY LIST OF LATELY WONDERINGS OF

WHY


1. WHY DO PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO BE GRUMPY ALL THE TIME.....THERE REALLY IS NO POINT TO BEING THAT WAY.

2. WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT EVERYONE HAS GONE AWAY AND I CAN'T FIND THEM?

3. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THAT WAY?

4. WHY CAN'T I JUST FIGURE IT OUT....?

5. WHY ON EARTH WOULD ANYONE WANT JUSTIN BIEBER TO GRAB THEIR BUTT?

6. WHY ON EARTH WOULD ANYONE WANT JUST BIEBER

7. WHY IS IT WE LIVE IN SUCH A BACKWARD SOCIETY?

8. WHY DO WE LISTEN TO SOME PEOPLE. WHEN THEIR OPINIONS MEAN JACK SQUAT!

AND WHY ON EARTH DO I WONDER THESE AND FEEL LIKE POSTING THEM HERE NOW...

HMMMMM TO ALL OF THE ABOVE

I JUST DONT KNOW

jAnUaRy

Well well well. January is zooming right on by...

January so far has been full of fun nights and days...karaoke night at Wingnuts with Nadia, Ross and Edgar! Good times at Applebees with Amanda S. and Collin, with a waiter who was having "one of those days"... that poor guy, but he made for a fun adventure. Quitting one of my jobs..( Seriously if I was a nanny one more day I would not ever have my own children). Trying to get more organized, yadi yaya.. but my most favorite part of this month and this year actually so far has to be the Grand Opening of the new St. George airport where Pres. Dieter F. Uchtdorf gave the most amazing dedicatory prayer. It was so amazing to get to be a part of this event which luckily we were early enough to get in. When the whole thing was done and over with (the main event anywho, the prayer and ribbon cutting and speaches) the line to get to the airport was still out to the new freeway..WOW.

I feel so lucky to have been that close to Pres, Uchtdorf in the flesh. He personally is my all time favorite apostle and so this was extra special for me. Mom and I checked Westin out of school early and went over and had so much fun. The energy there was so fun and most of the people were elderly which had to mean alot to them because they have been here for so long in the community.

One of my most important resolutions for this year is to be more involved and so I am forcing myself to not find excuses or be to busy to attend these little things and like the airport, BIG things. In fact I am going to go clean books at the library this weekend to help out. I can't wait. I hope to be more and more involved this year and I hope others do the same and try to help out the community and their friends whenever they can. I secretly hope to get HUG all up and running and put together as well. Big year ahead and I can't freakin wait.

Ummm I guess this is part 2 to my Quitting but lets call it Part 2 of that...and uh....Hello New Year!

So, as you may have guessed.....Yep....Quitting caffeine ended my world as I knew it...As I type this to you from beyond the grave, (yes they have WIFI here) I feel I should recollect my life and try to give you all advice.. Okay im not really dead.. Just sometimes feel like it.

Well it has been a plenty good amount of time since I have been on here to blog my random blog thoughts. I wish that I could say to you that in those few most precious months I had time to gather my thoughts and learn who I am and what I want from life, I visited the world and found the meaning of peace. I learned to taste food and enjoy it, I learned to love whole heartedly with all my heart and soul and I even spoke to a man like ghandi...nah he's like this ancient medicine man, anywho I became like his apprentice and now im like a whole new born sould and can't wait to start my new year. Okay so I just watched Eat Pray Love....its a good movie. Nah in all reality this is how those past few months REALLY went...

August! Summer is fading and im looking for a job. I wish I had my killer awesome tan still.
September! Welp were moving again... Yay
October! Moved into the new house..love it..animals outdoors now YAY!! No more poop to scoop.
November! Oh yeah I got 2 jobs.
December! Hmmm is it really winter? Talked to Casey on Chirstmas.. Muy Bueno.
January-aka NOW! Its frickin 2011 people. Go out and be somebody.... New Year here I come

Well that is the latest greatest! I know as of right now, my 2 followers were probably wondering "where on earth is Becky" , or "my life can't go on without reading these most random posts" Well my fans, calm yourself. I AM BACK!

Becky

Later Gator

Quitting part 1! What the heck am I going to do...

So its no secret that I am a huge fan of caffinated drinks. Infact I usually tend to hit up Dr. Copsi on a regular basis, and take the deep plunge down Mtn. Dew! At the end of my day I usually curl up with a cozy amount of my "manna from heaven" and watch some T.V or read a book. Completely normal right? Ummm NO! I hate the fact that I crave the icy cold beverages that are loaded with sugar and have absolutely no potential health benefits. Not to mention the usual break outs on my skin, the horrible headaches if I tend to slack on my slurpage, and the many many horrible health risks and effects. But even these drinks, which seem to be so wonderfully amazing yet are my horrible little enemy, are so difficult to quit. Ahh this must be that horrible thing they call an addiction. Well then I must take the proper steps. Hello my name is Becky and I have an addiction. And to be honest as I type this I just polished off a can of diet pepsi. Seems I may have my work cut out for me yet. But I am going to try my best to quit! This is what I will call part 1 of my three part quitting event. Part 2 will be about the middle probably most difficult part of this entire process. But if I can write about it real and raw in the moment, maybe I can look back on it as a reminder or a lesson that I dont ever want to go through it again. This is not by any means the first time I have quit or even attempted to quit. But this is the first time I will actually be open to myself and others about its reality. Wish me luck! I am for sure going to need plenty of it. ;)

Zzzzz....Hummmmm...Zzzzz

So I found a new thing out about myself... Dum de de dum! (that was my little trumpet sound), anywho so I already know these wierd habits I already have while I sleep.

A) I snore! and apparantly pretty loud

B) I talk in my sleep! Sometimes I carry on full conversations I guess

C) I have the wierdest dreams...ask anyone!

D) I twitch. With my eyes, mouth or fingers..sometimes my entire arms.

E) I sleep eat! I will sometimes wake up with crumbs all over me and a huge ol' tummy ache and an odd taste in my mouth! Oh I just downed a whole jar of cashews.. hmmmm

F) I tend to drool sometimes. hehehehe

and now apparantly I HUM in my sleep.

Well there ya go! I thought the over obundance of oddness while I slept was enough but I guess I am venturing out in new areas.

Maybe one day I will be able to shop online in my sleep.

I recon thats not far off!